sometimes you just have to be a kook in order to have a little fun
All tagged self help
I want to speak to the validity of feeling like you’re drowning in the darkness that continues to swell. And how, taking time to hone in on the little things, can make it feel like you’ve been given a life vest, if only for a moment.
I’ve always been interested in self-improvement. There’s just something about dreaming up future versions of myself that I’ve loved. From health to knowledge, I’ve always thrived when I am marching toward a goal. I guess I’m most alive when I’m living for some new project.
However, I can’t explain how thrilled I was this morning when this old feeling returned like a spark. It was faint at first, but grew until I almost felt like my old self.
However, the last few weeks have been something of a drought for me. I looked into taking a nutrition course (something I’ve always been interested in due to the bowel issues I’m sure you’re only too excited for me to move on from). Yet when it came time to actually pay for and start the course, I couldn’t bring myself to do it.
A waste of time. What does that even mean? As I waited impatiently for my shuttle to arrive, I realized that I didn’t want to consider any moment of my life to be a waste. So, here’s what I did to make the most of every situation that I found myself in (and stave off boredom too).
I’ve been thinking a lot about my death. I wish I thought about it more… Here’s why this is not as morbid as you think.
