sometimes you just have to be a kook in order to have a little fun
All in musings
Day five. Today was not a good day.
I almost didn’t write this post. It’s 11:46 PM and I’m exhausted. I want to go fall asleep or rather wake up from this nightmare. But I have to. Because I know that there are other people out there who are alone. Who are frightened. Who are angry. Who are scared. And who are so lonely they feel like someone has just punched a hole through them.
For the most part, this week has felt normal. I’ve actually enjoyed being able to wake up around 7:00 AM, take my time making coffee, then sitting down at around 7:30 AM to start reading emails. I take a real lunch break at around noon and then am able to sign off at 4:00 PM or 4:30 PM to do my own writing here, watch TV, or listen to music.
I couldn’t get enough of the movie. The subtle humor. The not-so-subtle humor. The sorrow that is quickly overcome by joy. The acting. However, despite the charm of the film, my true darkness overruled my thoughts (as usual). Find out why I was frustrated with everyone’s positive responses (naturally) and the shocking realization I came to because of this.
